Why do I like rape fantasies even if I am a girl?

Because you’re completely and utterly in control. You just like the idea of someone “taking the reins” so you can “switch off” and enjoy the sensation.

Yeah, really.

“But how can that be?” you might be thinking. “People are in charge of doing things to me and I don’t have control!”

… Right up to the point that things (1) get truly disturbing or problematic or (2) are no longer fun and then you stop the fantasy or change it more to your liking.

Things that you imagine in your head you don’t actually want to happen to you.

This is very different from rapists’ fantasies. They don’t care about anyone else’s feelings and look to take advantage of others in reality.

Ethical tops in kinky relationships thoroughly vet what their bottoms truly and deeply want before getting anywhere near power exchange scenarios. If you explore your submissive tendencies with an ethical real-life dominant partner, you will always have complete control, even while they take the lead.

All the best.